Nobody Knows

No, no, no... ¡No puedo parar! Entre Mecánica Estadística, la discografía de Suga Shikao, mi nuevo objeto de obsesión, el chocolate y el blog de Takaezu creo que me voy a volver loca. Debería estar dormida pero no puedo. Ahora sólo estoy deseando acabar toda mi tarea, estar en casa y ver al fin Honey & Clover.

¿Qué les pasaron a los días vacíos, donde ni siquiera podía encontrar una razón para despertar? Se fueron, junto con la letra de "What's it for?"

I'm not too sure that I can go much father
I'm really not sure things are even getting better
I'm so tired of the me that has to disagree
And so tired of the me that's in control

I woke up to see the sun shining all around
How could it shine down on me?
You'd think that it would notice
I can't take anymore
I had to ask myself
"What's it really for?"

Everything I tried to do, it didn't matter
and now I might be better off just rollling over
'cause you know I tried to hard but couldn't change a thing
And it hurts so much I might as well let go

I can't really take the sun shining all around me
Why would it shine down on me?
You'd think that it would notice
I no longer believe
Can't help telling myself
"It don't mean a thing"

I woke up to see the sun shining all around me
How could it shine down on me?
Sun shining all its beauty
Why would it shine down on me
You'd think that it would notice
I can't take anymore
Just had to ask myself
"What's it really for?"

Pero ahora todo es distinto. Incluso la noche se ve más brillante. Ya tengo ganas de reir, salir y ver personas. La depresión no es algo que se cure con medicamentos, al menos no en mí. Tú eres la mejor medicina de todas.

Mi obsesión contigo es tan dulce como el café que tomo; como dice esta canción: yo pienso tanto en ti. ¿Pensarás siquiera una parte de eso en mi? Lo dudo. Y desearía que al menos pudieras, por una vez, darte cuenta de la intensidad de mis sentimientos.

Goodbye, kiss that lasted until yesterday
Goodbye, precious pain in my heart
Well, even as it is I’m still somehow finding a way to live today

Loneliness, the past, lies
Desire, confidants and habit
Starting tomorrow, I’m sure we’ll get by without being laughed at anymore

They say, “As long as you believe, your feelings will be heard someday…”
Don’t lie to me, it’s not true, right?

I don’t want to run away anymore
Somebody say, “yes!”
Because I can’t go back to yesterday’s place
Back to where we were together
I stretch out my arm to it but nobody is there

I’m thinking of you this much
How much have you thought of me?
Have I struck out by only wanting the same amount of love back?

They say “You can’t know someone’s warmth until you feel it yourself…”
But don’t touch me, that has nothing to do with it

I don’t want to give anybody excuses anymore
So say, “yes!”
Because I can’t be with anyone else, right?
Without you nothing matters

I don’t want to run away anymore
Somebody say, “yes!”
Because I can’t go back to yesterday’s place
Back to where we were together
Nobody knows the answer there

Nunca ha sido fácil para mi expresar mis pensamientos, pero en estas canciones se refleja mi alma, aunque fueron escritas por personas totalmente ajenas a mi; pero en verdad sincronizan tanto con mis sentimientos justo ahora, mientras todo mundo duerme y yo escribo.

¿Mañana podré verte? Ya no puedo dormir de pensar en ti, pero mi cuerpo lo pide a gritos: que te deje. Ahora iré a soñar pensando que he encontrado lo más cercano a mi palacio en la tierra.